Well this is my first blog and since its 2 AM(2:17 to be exact) i decided to finally do it. Well like four months ago not really(i know for the people that know i'm good with dates when this happen i was really busy so do not judge me)but some of my friends(the people with whom i sat at lunch) were saying that i was acting different since i started doing winter guard, that i acted as if i was to "cool" to hangout with them. But like i never believed that i ask my friends from winter guard(Brittany and Jake) if that was true and both of them said that i had change but in a good way, that at the beginning of the season i was really shy and now i'm wasn't. They talk about it when i was there with them and when i wasnt. And that kinda upset me, actually it upset me a lot and that make feel really bad. Some of them said that i replaced them. But this is what i think: since winter guard season started i practice everyday and i started to hangout a lot with those people i mean we went to eat everyday before practice and that was cool. And winter guard kind of gave me confidence, even though im still unsure about a lot of things i want to do but that really gave me that extra thing i needed in life.Like i said before people were complaining because i didnt hangout with them and all that but seriously how are you going to tell me i dont hangout with you when you never tell me do to stuff with you outside of school unlike the people from guard they invited to the movies, mall, parties, beach,etc. I think it was unfair that everyone was judging me because i changed and like i said i think i did but in a good way, i just say what i think more. I do have to admit i am more sarcastic know and im working on not being a total ass(like my big bro) but you guys really never invited me to hangout with you, i will hear you talking about things you guys did on the weekends and sometimes i will feel sad that i wasnt there, im not trying to sound selfish but think about it honestly how many times did you guys asked me to go to the mall or something....exactly not that many. I know this is old and i should have say something at the time but i had to say it. I want to thank my bro Casey for telling me to write a blog you were right Case it helps you a lot i might do one or two more one of this days haha. Well i guess thats all for today if you were in either the people from lunch or winter guard im happy im friends with you but i had to say it guys i love you :D. Thanks for reading.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
I did change but in a good way... i think.
Well this is my first blog and since its 2 AM(2:17 to be exact) i decided to finally do it. Well like four months ago not really(i know for the people that know i'm good with dates when this happen i was really busy so do not judge me)but some of my friends(the people with whom i sat at lunch) were saying that i was acting different since i started doing winter guard, that i acted as if i was to "cool" to hangout with them. But like i never believed that i ask my friends from winter guard(Brittany and Jake) if that was true and both of them said that i had change but in a good way, that at the beginning of the season i was really shy and now i'm wasn't. They talk about it when i was there with them and when i wasnt. And that kinda upset me, actually it upset me a lot and that make feel really bad. Some of them said that i replaced them. But this is what i think: since winter guard season started i practice everyday and i started to hangout a lot with those people i mean we went to eat everyday before practice and that was cool. And winter guard kind of gave me confidence, even though im still unsure about a lot of things i want to do but that really gave me that extra thing i needed in life.Like i said before people were complaining because i didnt hangout with them and all that but seriously how are you going to tell me i dont hangout with you when you never tell me do to stuff with you outside of school unlike the people from guard they invited to the movies, mall, parties, beach,etc. I think it was unfair that everyone was judging me because i changed and like i said i think i did but in a good way, i just say what i think more. I do have to admit i am more sarcastic know and im working on not being a total ass(like my big bro) but you guys really never invited me to hangout with you, i will hear you talking about things you guys did on the weekends and sometimes i will feel sad that i wasnt there, im not trying to sound selfish but think about it honestly how many times did you guys asked me to go to the mall or something....exactly not that many. I know this is old and i should have say something at the time but i had to say it. I want to thank my bro Casey for telling me to write a blog you were right Case it helps you a lot i might do one or two more one of this days haha. Well i guess thats all for today if you were in either the people from lunch or winter guard im happy im friends with you but i had to say it guys i love you :D. Thanks for reading.
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